My boys adore my brother. Maybe that is because their dad NEVER calls them. It's been let's just say a very long time since he has called. He has not paid child support in over a year. As I sit here on this Saturday night, listening to them make bracelets and watch cartoons, I can't help but feel furious inside!
It makes me very sad to know I spent 20 years with a man and feel like I never knew him. even after all the lies throughout our relationship/marriage he told me, I am in awe of his behavior now. I struggle with this a lot. He 'was' a great daddy.....and now just isn't that 'man' anymore. These two miracles deserve more and better than that!
Pray for him, to pick up the phone, to have a desire to pick up that phone and call them..... they need to hear his voice. Yes, when they ask I always let them call him. I remain at peace with that. Nothing good comes out of despite with divorce.
I want a friendship for our children, but I can't work alone....
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