con't

I was feeling so alone, little whispers in my head would come and go...."psssst, he doesn't love you, if he did, you tried, its over" and I DID try! alone. I asked him to go to church,  asked him to go to counseling with me! I went alone. ALONE. It's hard to write about this in hindsight, as I have grown and know more about feelings. I am put in my place.....